we camwhored againxxzx ((:
life is v v v busy for me nowadays

reaching home at 1040 after the cycling trip
felt lethargic.
dived for my bed immdiately after my long bathe
especially washing away all the dirt on my calf n feets.
i felt tht it was great, though...
i stil didnt get to play my taidee
'went' OCH, to the both entrance.
i'm sorry hector, so pls stop blaming me.


school reopened like ytd? 020107
nothing much for the first day
had a changed of HT n a additional cHT.
felt happy for mrs tan, she was pregnant
but i forsee tht it will be a mess for our maths during june when she is gone
omg. hais
training tml.
KAILI u better make urself free after 5 tml.
u better hor. dun forget rasa trip ((:

we are the LOVELY people ((:
xmas celeb at chayann's house
the 'C' gang. joyous moment we spent.
on charades n everything, hope u all enjoyed the day.
2pics speaks everything.

currently working, BUSY.
school reopening soon. i'm just totally dead for POA n MOB.
people see u soon on 31stdec2007 ((:

LOOK HERE!!! people turning up for the XMAS party on 23DEC2007.

Theme: Monochrome
(http://dictionary.cambridge.org/define.asp?key=51650&dict=CALD)
Dresscode: semi-formal
Date: 23December2007
Time: 1800-2300
Venue: Blk35 Telok Blangah Rise #01-258
Xmas xchange budget: $10-15
Cost: $16

Organisers ensure tht this experience will definitely be a THUMBS UP one ((:

great time working so far((: smile
XMAS party drawing nearer!! yehhhs
i should start camwhoring in order to upload photos.
elmo is love

my celebrations:
04122007
went for M.I trng
got a shock
suddenly, happy birthday to uX4 during the warming up session
so it happened like tht,

rather stunn too, thnks vb girls ((:

n i got to save 1.4 of the cake for myself.

home to bathe n went to annabelle's house,

shall upload photos of this another time.

pretty touching for this

i can see they had tons of effort put in for this event.

like the 18course meals being served,

followed by a cookie heart-shaped cake.

presents were the best, show u guys another time.

had great time playing together dancing DDR(clifton n annabelle)

entertainment were put up in the later part(clifton n annabelle again)

we went k-ing at cine, thnks for the accompanice everyone

-ms tan, gavin, annabelle, clifton, elgene, tamil, oonloke, jingquan-

then 05122007

my best friends celebrate,

at sakae sushi, vivo

ate, present giving,

went for movie, then homed..

hahas thnks everyone, for ur thoughts(smses n comments)

special for my dear friend

thnks for sending me this song when u first hear it, make me so touched.. at least i still noe tht i'm being loved ((:

not realising the time had flied
its already into the first second of 04dec2007
so conclusion, i had my birthday celebration at Rasa Sentosa Resort, The Pavilion
with my myself placing cutleries like an idiot.
due to aeroplanes tht flew off without 'good' reasons.
anyway my dear friends, i didnt blame u guys.
((: love all

when things aren't meant to be yours
it just isn't.

its kinda joy when u get to live peaceful life like now
unlike those schooldays life.
volleyball training and volleyball training-that's all
my ambition is 'still' to be an INTERIOR DESIGNER in my future.
only consultation fees cost up to(lowest) 4-5k
so its kinda big money, if if if u r recognised.
plus all those renovation commands that u are gonna make,
it goes up to 30k per case.
so who says no future ((:

this is a checklist for people who are getting my presents for me ((:

shortage of:

pumps(size6-7)
n flaps like(birkenstock), but i dun nid the brandbrand one, BATA will do?
i want it BLINGBLING kind, with fake crystal, smile ((:

day-out bags, no more backpacks n such

tops, lots of them pls(sizeL-XL)
apologise for the broad shoulder.
dun get jeans n etc, i have 2jeans n 2jacket from ESPRIT alr(i'm trying to show), like others
ger u should show urs too, like all those blingbling stall ((:hope u understand
no volleyBALL, hahas, i have one alr

ipod nano((: $149 only

now thinking back writing this post, nothing rushes up to my mind(what i want)
so this seems tht i'm rather contended with wad i have now ((: and i appreciate myself

intelligence n time is what i would ask for more seriously

no girls doesnt like plush toys n flowers, but i prefer useful items.
but if none of friends getting me presents, i shall work hard at work n buy it on my own.
i noe u guys love me, so tht solution wunt come to help, hahas!!!

this post is specially for kaili, weibei n friends ((:

just had a gathering with all my beloved friends
people like
kaili, weibei, Chuikiang, kenrick, Chayann, ranald, hengyi, andy, gerald, wilson n etc
actually wanted to only make a trip to great world for a lunch, but later on i ended up in the gym with 4 our peeps.
waited for them n went for dinner, PRATA!!
headed to safra for pool, but it was packed.
so went to Chayann's house instead.
played card games and such till now, smile.
i'm like sooooo happieee today (((:
do not have any idea when are we gonna met up again, i guess i will still miss u all.


i realisei have lots friends with names involving with 'C':
Cheeweibei
Chiapoh
Chayann
Chuikiang
Chuawenjing
Chuapoeysianggavin
Cliftonwongweixiong
Chiamsoktheng
Chiangyixindelvina
Changqiaoying
Chewkrismichelle
Cheryoung
Cheepeiying
CalvinCheeweixiong
all i think is this now.
quite a sum right?
what's the reason??? so much C's
cash creditcard condo car company certificates(common C's) hahas

i just simply hates boot-lickers
joy is the only word i would wish to say after being back from SLE
no more late nights ((:
sorry wouldn't help, so just shhhh.

comparing OBS and SLE,
OBS ought to be better, and its kinda true
as OBS is a adventure and leadership camp

games that we had during the camp was rather interesting
i felt that the blindfold rock climbing station was the only station everyone was willing to do it
i'm afraid of heights, but thru this game i had better feeling about rock climbing
a great experience w/o eyes!
and thru the mrchua's station we are able to see how each of our teammates perceive life
amusing. xperience is definitely ALWAYS nided
a leader should seriously do things that others dun do and it might not be a supported thing with all others agreeing to it, that's why they stands out
the food was like nice.

having to draft out the sandcastle design be it bird's eyeview or 3Dform.
had been doing it since thursday
not trying to grumble here but just want to to voice out for my hard work!
so finally came out with the design n pass it to relie n patrick
did they even hear me attentively or they are just sweeping my words off into the air?
wth.
at least collate together like wad u guys had said earlier on.
but did u both did that? isn't a real leader suppose to open him/herself to opinions from others?
u both just pushed me away with words like: i will settle it later.
I! later, when did that ever came?
we aren't that great like wad the instructor from castle can fly think
i dun mind not standing up in between u both, i'm i dun have tht kind of stamina to 'fight' with u guys.
so just dun allow me to take up the job to draft at first, relie, just say tht rahmaan can do it i won't poke my nose in even.
rahmaan obviously did a good job, so next time tell me. so i wun have to see my effort going directly down to the drain! it saddening my myself, not u of course, u guys did nothing wad. other than directing. which i dun deny tht someone indeed nid to do tht job.
so please do not say i accuse u guys.
i have nothing to lose in M.I, i have more great friends than u guys, for sure.
i dun intend to become a student leader like u guys, so there wunt be a nid for me to gain popularity n recognition. so i'm alright. is u guys.
not tht i dun have the courage to speak up in the campside with u all, i jut dun wan to quarrel and people will start tearing away.
hope u guys will have a change in this area next time round when u all doing something else.
i forsee tht M.I future is dark, so mugg up guys in leading!! or else M.I gets no where

i feel compassion for those people who belong in grpX
hope u guys really had excellent time this time round with 2'boasters' ard
tchers just view things differently from students, they always see all good things like future captain-to-be(her), i dun noe y.
VBgirls are always trouble-seekers in their eyes, but did they ever realise tht netball girls too??
we always seems bitchy n making others crying(A), thts the best kinda things we do.
i dn think the pe dept will change their perspective of how they think abt us VB girls.
so irritating.

i'm not tht suitable in student leader position i think, other than being recognise during the SCinternship, as i was enthu n i believe in commitment.
i admit tht grades isnt good, so i'm giving up on furthering my leadership potential.
i shall see wad else i can help M.I, but i believe i'm gonna be a follower.
not becuz i'm not confidence enough, but i think studies are more important, n commitment.
i dun like being assign to commit something n not being able to complete it. like lots others?

i'm of course not perfect but i shaping my personality which i think will rise above the rest like fake-fames n all such. so i'm better person than 3days ago.
for all the above comments is my personal thoughts so pls dun be too overwhelm by it.
dun ever come n quarrel or fight with me, although i'm one of the main spiker in my VBteam, but i dun ever try to harm anyone with a VB ((:
i wun wanna dirty it. just speak behind my back, i can take it.
thts the only solution i have for u guys, say all u want.
broad shoulders, big size, fierce, show off, act, etc, all u can think
but just not others like tone-legs n rather pretty, i'm afraid tht i cant take it.
i always think tht i'm preferably pretty ((:

i have got something to say before going to the SLEcamp.

'boaster'ANDanother'boaster'=2'boaster'
it doesnt works tht way tht negativeANDnegative=positive
if ur maths isnt tht good(like MINE)please dun try to understand this formla.
i got 79%, its kinda time to show off.
i'm not trying to be so suck up. but i really dun like things tht way.
although having leadership isnt about grades,
but its also not about showing off, EVERY single thing u have.

please stop ur dangerous act, u r just making the whole world hate u! ((:

I SHOULD FEEL HAPPY!!!

interns gathering coming up, i'm like so HAPPY!

i want more volleyball training!!! i want moremoreee.
i want to get better fitness!
not to be fat, n look FIT! so coach can therefore praise us.
looking at him now, seems not too happy with our level of skill.
fitfitfit. so top 8 next yr(aim)

SLE camp coming up, with 07B1 chalet too!! ((:
oh n tht SPcompassconvention.
mrs wong seems to be a kind soul..

working too at sentosa.. studying too.(at home)

i finished packing my room,
so kaili n boonsing should come n take a good look!! wakakas!!!
now its in a wonderful condition to study n sleep.

so tatas, sleep now.
perhaps i should invite friends over to me house tml.



ytd went out like 2105, meet at nel harbourfront
so we kept kaili in dark where we are going.
so trained in tht purple train. kovan~
thousand years hadnt been there, u c by the time we reached was like 2150~
: customers we r closing in 15mins time, pls make ur last purchase. we would like to c u soon.
we were like~
then look up n down the way to chompchomp food centre, thnks ger n apple.
nice mann, being in a place were we never been!! ((:
love weibei n kaili!

friends r always ard even though i can't join SC.
just forget about tht red tie YUEWEI! farisha promise getting me one, ahahas!
the most no blazers to wear n less fun n xperience.
but i still love MI.

results back
but the most disappointing thing isn't about them.

hopes shattered.
why mrs tan!! but i noe u care for me ((:
joining the StudentCouncil is my dream.
had been wanting n looking forward to since so long
now--


not like what KIEW ZHEN - had said,
SC didnt accepted him, as even a nominee. too bad
he deserve it, i feel.
upon all those great grades tht he produces, i dun really see much of leadership in him..
other than making so much noise in the forum, sometimes is for nothing la.
n his rude words, calling people who doesn't make trouble; DOGS!
SUCH AN ASS. him


anyway SCinterns gathering soon!
i love them!!!
thnks all mentorrrs n ys
n mr lim.


as nothing else could be done
i'm still seriously damn sad!

oh cute nemoo.
i coloured it today, cuz i'm too free.
i noe its PRETTY. bye

yayy, tomorrow going out with weibei n kaili!!!

to SENTOSA :))

days without school is like~~~

i hope i will get thru promos. smile

emphasising that there will be that there will be PREU3appreciation n VBtraining!!

omg, i want both! >.<

but since i have promised commitment, so...

we can't fulfil ourself that well. or else there wouldn't be things such as WANTS.

n i have to thnk ger n apple for giving me a GOLDmedal for the mixed VB interhse
so counts as pay off??

i will be looking forward to tml's short VB training.

love apple n ger.

big girls don't cry

uncle's funeral for the past few days.

emotions are some special things.

unexplainable.